Love and Loved

Today we had our class outing at sentosa...lol...it was veri werid la cause everytime we went to the class outing we wud go to east coast for bbq for the last 2 years...then somemre it was like veri...as it was raining and veri little pple go nia so i dunno if it was a class outing ant la...-.-
When we reach the place and wanner play beach volleyball tt time it was drizzling lor...somemre some pple were late la...BTW...our class r so damm famous for them being late lor...i everytime go out wif them i like have to wait for them lor...-.- the longest is 30mins...-.- so long lor...but no choice still wait...hai~~~
then by the time we reach there it was like full of pple at the net there for playing volleyball la...but we when to the extreme end of siloso beach there lor...althought bo net to play but still enjoy ourself veri much...hehe...and the rain get even heavier...haha...then we stop at abt 2.15 to go bath and some of us need to go for interview at sentosa which inculde me la...haha...
We r veri late when we go for the interview as it was supposed to be 3.00pm but we reach there at 3.30pm lor...half an hour late...haha...
we went in the sentosa office and at there we saw the "OTHERS"...lol...i mean the other pple also there for interview la...the interview was a shocked to me la...cause it is the 1st time there r 15++ pple interview together...wa kao....so mani pple...haha...we 1 by 1 brieftly say out our own stuff la...and the gurl also will ask us some questions la...
for me is veri lame...because i gave a veri funny ans...at tt moment it was my turn to say abt myself...i say those things like my name, age, cca, interest and she also asked me some questions...when asked "is there any reasons tt u wanner say y u cannot work on sat and sun" i immdiately say tt to rest lor veri tired ma...without any thinking cause there like veri slient ma...when i say my ans everyone was like laughing lor...myself also laugh la...then i said to her tt no la..actually anytime also can work i am free 1...haha...
but i dunno will i get my job because of this ma?LOL!haha...dun care...sianz...-.-

today actually my day was quit ok de la...but lin keong told me something tt makes my day sad and heart veri pain...hai~~~
he say tt he say someone who i knw de la..and wif someone else la...-.- dunno hw to say la...actually...i wanner do something tt makes me feel alive again such as learning drums and martial arts...like do something to let me mre knw wat i realli wan in life...seriously i dunno wat i realli wan in life la...i something feels tt life is like meaningless and if i go work i felt sianz, stay at home felt bored, go out also until sianz liao somemre no $$...tt y i feel tt i have no life man...
Actually this few days i have been thinking alot la...wat i want to do when i grow up or wat poly shud i go or courses shud i take...-.-lll
In life i had alot of things tt i wanner to do tt requires money tt i realli dun haf and also dunno hw to start man...i everytime will say this sentence "this is life..." tt i quote frm zal...i think this is qutie useful de la...whenever i was like feeling werid i will say this is life la...gd 1 la...-.-

lHai~~~
this is my worst christmas ever...my heart had been shattered and it started to bleed at abt 2-3am in the morning on 25th dec 2006...but i like this sentence alot...dun live ur life wif regrets!
that the sentence make me haf the courage to tell a gurl tt i like her...but in the end i still fail la...but i hope tt we could still be friend la...and i hope her happy always la...want the best for her...that it la...so i think i wud be ok soon de la...
today i went to my mei mei(pri sch friend) church de christmas celebrating tt is at the parkview near the bugis there...all the pple is like veri high when they sing the song and i was stunned la...althought it was nt the 1st time i go la...but still abit...uneasy...
ayia...dunno wat to type liao la...no mood...-.-
stop here la wrtie next time la...

Today...i dunno y i got veri lei...cause i woke up at 11.45am in the morning!!!ah~~~so late...ahaha...then at home do nth...tok to sis play com and watch tv...at teh evening..my father called me to go my ah ma(grandmother) house to eat dinner...but i dun wan to go...i think tt because i was too tired or something i refused...then he got angry and went off wif my mum...
no one was at home onli me...he thought tt i wud play the com tt the reason i dun wanner go...
wth sia...once they r gone i went to slp...that was around 6pm and i woke up at 7.35pm around there when my sis came home...she pressed the bell alot of time be4 i woke up and open the door...haha...then my parents thought i angry wif them cause i didn't picked up the phone when they were calling...and the phone was engaged...lol...it was my father who caused the phone to be engaged because be4 he go out he was using the phone and didn't off the phone when he gone out...-.-
wah kao...then they say me angry wif them sia...when i saw my handphone i got 10 missed calls frm my sis and parents...my sis message me and say can u.....dunno wat sia la...forget liao...is like saying angry them for wat and call back something let tt de...LOL!haha...
i jus watch naruto at youtube...esp 214-215..WA...1 hr special man!!! i waited like every 1 week the esp onli come out 1 time half an hour nia the esp...this time 1 hr...lol..ahah...after i watched finish the anime i got veri touched!!! so touching lor..got 1 guy wanted to save the village frm beind drowned by the flood...expolded the mountain frm inside to stop the water frm flooding the village and him, himself die...wa...so HERO sia..haha...but i think tt esp veri nice..hehe...those who haven't watch shud go watch it at youtube out liao...hehe...

ytd i met up wif 1 of my pri sch frend which i called her meimei la...we haven't been in contact like 5 years but when i first called her and tok to her, it was as if tt we r still veri close frends after 5 long years...hehe...she asked me to go out wif her ytd and together wif her frends...i asked ryan if he wanted to join me and the first sentence he asked is"got gurls go anot"...=.=
cannot blam him la...u see he is a guy ritE?so this is normal la...if he dun like seeing gurls then tt will realli be a problem!!!haha...
when we first saw my pri sch frends they were all so friendly and said hi i am ... and u r? so friendly sia...haha...actually we met at 12.30pm at dhoby ghaut the mrt there but alot pple was late..haha...so we waited for qutie long and there is a guy who was veri late called bk who organised the whole thing was late...i knew this guy because he suddenly add me in friendster and tok to me there...he say he was siok mei's friend and at first i thought tt he is a gay sia...haha...no la...jk...no offence!!!
so after all of them had showed up we went to had out lunch...after tt they asked if we wanner go arcade and play or go to church to play table soccer and pool and mre la...then me and ryan was like saying anything...when we reached tt place le i was stil thinking this is a church??????
y it doesn't looked like 1????haha...anything it was veri funny at there veri play table soccer and pool...and i enjoy the table soccer alot cause it was veri fun and long time didn't even touched tt kind of game le...haha...anyway i ytd had lot of fun playing and knwing new friends...^^

ytd so lame man...after i had sms the gurl to say me and han had quit, alot pple in msn asked me i working ma...wat job?then i had to keep repeating oh...i jus quit my job...haha...so funny sia...it was like when i still working no one asked me if i am working or wat then when i jus quit my job so mani pple came asking...-.-
then today same thing...nth to do at home...wan to go out but they all keep saying no money...make me mre sianz...-.-
hai...nth to do at home...can onli play games watch anime...but the anime esp haven't come out yet!!!ah~~~~ anyone got suggestion to tell me wat i shud do????SO BORED!!!
my hair also grow until like a hat liao lor...when i didn't style it...haha...so damm werid...i think gonna go cut it by the end of this week le...then liu the tou fai dun cut liao...haha...but i dunno hw to tell the hairdresser wat i wanner to cut leh...-.-
lol...shud i draw to let them see?haha...i asked my sis she say jus said it in simple form they will understand it...-.-lll
wat if cut liao hair nt nice leh...nt i wan de hair style leh...sianz liao lor...LOL!haha...

Today i jus quit my job...haha...cause me and han are veri busy and the gurl say okay...she fast man...she jus say okay nia and tt it le...haah...i think like so easy sia...
i also sell my games stuff and earn some money le...haha...both at the same time sia...then i also received 150 dollar for good progess award..haha...in 1 day i earn so much...hahaha...better than working sia...tt rafie so gd...no work still got 500 dollar come out and into his pocket...SO GOOD!!!i also wan stay at hme rot then got money take...lol...ahaha...cannot blame ar...he too celver and me too toopid le la...hai...we work until so hard and earn so less than rafie...stay at home get de money...-.-
However, i still think there yi feng geng yun yi feng shou hou...haha...means there is nothing free on the world la...u mus work and got money...and think ways to get money...for rafie case is he too smart for gt the money...for our case we need to work every hard...haha...
2molo i am free la...cause quit job le ma...can go find han and company him buy mouse...lol...haha...not tt living thing but the mouse u r using nw to click and scroll to see my blog...LOL!haha...k la...bb...guys...cya...

Today, i went to my cousin's school concert...his school is henderson seconday school and was combined together wif yuying secondary school to haf this concert...when the whole thing start, i saw my cousin first when i looked up the hall cause he is behind playing drum de ma...he looked like veri old sia although he was younger than me la...his hair like didn't comb and looked veri sleepy...but alot pple say we looked quite alike...i think tt is because we r BRO ma...haha...the concert has my 3 cousins performing tt why i heard tt they r performing i veri "on" de say i want go...haha...1st time sia...i was like thinking so good...the brother and 2 sisters can like perform together at the same hall and was in the same school...tt was like veri cool to me la...cause having like brothers or sisters in the same school wud be veri fun leh...haha...to me i think this way la...but i think also haf the disadvantages also...
When i was in the concert hall my phone keep on vibrating man...cause some was asking 2molo wat time meet for sentosa and ryan called me and say he not going le...actually i was going to tell them all dun wan go le cause like keep on raining the whole time and is like monsoon rain at the start and end of every mth lor...haha...and we cannot go sentosa...SAD!!!i wan to play volley ball leh....like 1 week bo go le...hai...dunno when is the next time we still going...=(

Today so sianz sia...rain the whole day...cannot go out onli can stay at home use the com and i think tt the rain is still falling...tt means 2molo cannot go sentosa liao la...SO SAD!!! i miss beach volley so much...wa...1 whole week like didn't go sentosa liao...but really go there sun tanned too much liao...until sun burned le...starting skin is red then become a bit brown followed by the skin tearing off...lol...
Tt time when i was still peeling skin...my whole arm look like as if it was rotting...LOL!i tok the bus home and everyone looked at my arms and thought tt i was a freaked man...they kept looking and some even like move away frm me...HAHA...as if i have some kind of diseases or wat...haha...
At tt time when i want to cover the skins tt were peeling off i use babylotion...haha...and it looked like as per normal...for like a few days i had to bring the lotion and apply it...until the skins had all peel off by itself....haha...
However...the trip to sentosa had not ended because we postponed it frm mon to tue...cause raining whole day scared tt the sand there veri wet and then it wud be not fun le...haha...
i think 2molo wud be another boring day again...-.-

ayio...another day had passed...so soon christmas is coming and i dun even knew it...hahah...i had lost count of time and day since o level passed...no life man...i wanner do something exciting and interesting but i dunno wat leh...LOL!
Wa so fast N level result is coming le...next week i think so, on mon...i like to wish all the pple i knw taking the result next week wud get flying colour..hehe...gd luck guys...
hai...dunno wat to write liao la...so sianz...lol..haha...may be got interesting happen 2molo who knwS?haha....

Ytd is ryan birthday and all of the "BROTHERS" of ryan went to the orchard swensen to celebrate ryan birthday...the pple inculde me,farhan, zal, hakim, kelvin neo, kay wah and clement...he was working there and so when he had a half an hour break he came to find us...When we 1st reach the place we were waiting for zal and hakim to come and ryan actually had drink 2 glasses of water at tt time...LOL!haha...the most funny of all is when zal was ordering the food...he told the gurl tt told is ryan borthday and if there is any free ice-cream and main dish...haha....of course there is la...when asking abt the free food the gurl explained and zal get veri blur each time and keep asking then the free food leh...lol...we were all laughing at tt time la...the gurl tt serviced us loook qutie cute..lol..ahha...ryan said tt she look like wenni...HAHA...=X
when we all ate finish our food the ice-cream came...and we all said 1 2 3 and wanted to sing him a birthday song...in the end we all onli sang happy birthday to.........and it get softer until cannot be heard...lol...so funny man...there was a like feedback form on the table...so kelvin neo look it and tick amlost everything No on it and zal and han write comment like the "today is my frend birthday and the service was veri slow...by the time my frend food came all of our tt came earlier had turned cold...and all those bad comment la..."
Then when i was paying the money tt time ryan took tha feedback paper and place it on the cashier there and ran off...the person took the paper and started reading...and he was looking at me when he read the content...LOL!it was not me...and tt ryan wat sia...placed it and ran away left me 1 person there..haha...but he didn;t say anything cause he was toking on the phone la...haha...
After tt we all wanted to went to houganag plaza to play pool...by the time the train reached hougang tt stop no one wans to go down sia!!!then my stop had already gone...and they ps me...LOL!wat sia...wat frends man...but nonetheless it was qutie fun la...^^