Love and Loved

2 suay incident that happened to me recently:
First:-
Place: Stop BusTime: 12pm+
What:bird shet!!!
Where: near collar there..
last fri i tio dao bird shet lor!!!!
u knw bird shet????
ya!!!
is bird shet!!!!
at first i hope that the thing that drop near my collar is a piece of leave or something but to my disapoointment i saw bird shet!!!
argh!!!!
i realli hope that i can shoot that bird...=.=
i was under the shelter and i also can tip bird shet...
it was like WTH man?
and on tt same day in the morning i was having my bio exam...
so i keep on thinking that my bio paper will "siao" cause i also dunno hw to do la...=.=

Second:-
Place: Sentosa
Time: 1-2pm+
What:twist dao...
Where: KNEE AGAIN!!!!
today i went to sentosa wif new, neo and fie in the morning....which lata on keong, bin, ivan, steven and mok joined us....and also a gurl who appeared out of no where asked if she can join us and play volleyball together...we of cos say yes la( CAUSE WE R VERI FRIENDLY NTHING ELSE)...
it happened when i was trying to hit a ball that was a few steps frm me....i run and during 1 of my steps i twisted dao my left knee AGAIN!!!! old injury!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it hurtS!!!!!!!
when i walk it hurts like hell!!!!
the bone there this time...last time is the vein...=.=
went back home and tio scolded by my mum and dad who said that i haven't recover and still went to play volleyballl....
but i thought that my leg had recover cause it been 5 mths ago since i hurt my knee for the veri 1st that which caused me damm alots of prob!!!!
i realli wish that time can go back and i won't go for the camp and my knee won't tio hurt and nthing of this wud happen....my leg is spoilt liao la!!!! no use le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well...
recently...there been quite alot things tt is happening...yeah...
my ah ma jus passed away recently and it was near my exam somemre...
she got cancer and the doc did say be4 she gt afew months to live...like around mre than half a yr...but her condition is getting worse by each day tt eventually she left us...
of cos we were veri sad abt it when she left us and so...but we knew tt she mus be in heaven nw...yea...
well...those 5 days spending and keep going to the funeral there...i saw my uncles, aunty and cousins which i will onli saw them on chinese new year...and when the 1st time i saw my ah ma lying there on the coffin there alot of emotions tt were flowing thru me....although they said cannot cried infront of ah ma but eventually i still shed my tears cause i realli cannot take it when i saw somemre realli close lying in the coffin there...
the five days was realli veri tiring for me...as i nid to learn for my chem exam and so on and i nid to be there at the funeral until at nite then can go home wif my sisters....
but eventually everything was over...although sometimes will feel werid but will be fine de...
there was a part when my ah ma the body was going to burn into ash...we were asked to shout: " ah ma quickly run away the fire was onli burning ur body but nt ur soul..."
the part at where the body was being burn which was nt shown...everyone was sad and crying...so sad....
well...actually i mus said that i dun realli knw my ah ma tt well...cause i onli knw that she like money...that onli a side of her....actuallly...she do loved all of us veri much and jus that she didn;t kwn hw to express it...jus like in chinese when a pple was going to die they haf to eat their food but at the same time leave some food left meaning that we the next generations will haf pently of food to eat and will nt be stuff...she din nt eaten for like 3 days be4 she was going to die...she was so conern abt us....=( and also she brought us things like key chains for us when she knew that she doesn't haf any time left......and also...when i was small i like toking to ah ma...although i dunno wat i am toking abt or she doesn;t understand to wat i am saying abt that was the time when i i think i was some kind close to her...when i grew up i realli dunno wat to tok to her...jus smile smile and take a sit at a side of her house and watch the tv or listen to my parents toking to her....
there was a word that she cre8 herself like " com o for si" something like a eng word to her and she would said that to me when she saw me...and i wud rmb the words in my heart...
i haf been thinking that where do we go to after we die or something but we wun be able to knw until we r dead...
and i knw that she is in heaven watching over us all ba...

To grow even stronger and fitter.
- Family stay happy and cheerful always.
- I wish I can see the snow in other country with the one I love.
- I would like to learn how to play a gutiar or piano.
- Pass my driving test.
- Everyone to be happy and fullfil their dreams.
- I want to travel to overseas for a holiday.

Name:Lee Jia Hui
Age:20
Sex:male
Pri Sch:Yangzheng Primary School
Pri Sch CCA:Librarian
Sec Sch:Compassvale Secondary School
Sec Sch CCA:NPCC
Poly:Singapore Polytechnic
Poly CCA:Lion dance and welfare club
Race:Chinese

Likes:Watching animes, gaming (for entertain) and all the best things in life.

Dun Like:Reading story books!!!

About me...

I think had changed alot for this past few years. I had seen through how a person can changed for example the evil and ugly side of a person. However, there is also many kind and honest people in this world waiting for me to befriend them. =D I tried to be not so shy, even though I am still alittle. I shall give myself 7/10 for my improvement towards my shyness to other people. I also learned that in life, once you lost something precious to you, it wont return back to you............. Lastly, I want to say that, "Don't live your life in regrets, because you only can live life once, there is no more replay for you." This is the phrase which makes me go on and on even when I feel sad or depressed. If you guys had ever face problems or stressfully matters in life just remember that miracles do happen and after the heavy/stormy rain, there will always be a rainbow appearing at the last.

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