Love and Loved

ytd is our class chalat and i thought tt it was going to be fun and exciting...but i was wrong am i?
at the beginning nic and me had said to met together and go to the paris interchange there and met up wif kw and neo la...we planned to meet at abt 6.30pm at the interchange there...at abt 6pm nic's father wanted to drive us there cause if we went there by bus we wud be late...in his father car it was veri silent and his father looked kind of fierce la...when nic say jus drop us up ahead then his dad said i drive u there str8...like in a veri fierce tone...i think it was scary..LOL! haha...
we reached the place at 6.20pm and neo called me to say the haf reached the chalet le...i was like quite angry wif them as they ps us without telling...if they haf tell us earlier nic's father can drive us str8 to there...then followed by we went to the wrong place...=.= someone send nic sms there write at costal there so we went to block k there and none of them was there la...we called back and they say is at downtown there...wtf man....we walk all the way to a wrong place...damm! 1st the ps us then gif us the wrong instruction? this is crap man...
i was thinking tt this was a class outing then i chill out and said nth when we reached there onli nic saying them...=.=
At tt room at abt 1am something or so when we was playing cards game(chua tai di) tt time i realli cannot stand it and quarrel wif zal...at first we were playing poker cards and having fun...all this had turned sour when zal kicked my deck of cards at me...i was thinking tt is was ok he was playing wif me la...then he kicked the deck second time and i already cannot stand it...
i was veri angry and said "u had enough ant kick the cards at me 2 time and wat u wan man?"
he said jus playing onli and all those shet stuff la...then he said i haf already say sry and wat mre u wan?
i went on saying i also can punch ur face and said sry...then zal said if u think u punch my face and u will feel better then u punch lor...at tt time when he said this sentence he was adding oil to the fire man...i wanted to land a punch on his damm fking face but i was thinking and hold a moment to think...he was my bro and i can't punch him man...i do nthing and went out of the room...at tt time i was veri angry and wanted to kill him man...wth...he was realli an ass and veri xia lan la...sometimes i think tt he realli didn't use his brain and think be4 he do anything or say anything...do u realli think is funny when u do something xia lan? I DUN THINK SO LA...i realli dunno y u r laughing and finding funny when others dun think so..?and pls think abt ur actions and hw xia lan u r la...
zal ar let me tell u something dun think tt a sry is a cure for everything la...jus like pm said ytd if u say sry and everything will be fine then y the police r needed? do u say sry veri sinercely or u r jus saying for the sake of saying?
hai...i think enough of saying u la...nw i am typing abt this post i can feel tt i am boilling inside...

Me and steph...

Toopid face...hehe...

All still hanging on? cool man...=P

WA zal u r damm heavy la..LOL!

SMILE!!! me and han han...haha...

Mre photoS to let u guys enjoy urself...haha...

Wa...my head kana squeeze!!! help~~~!

This is the scene where i pretend to be a gurl
and begging "him" to cme bak to me..haha..

nice pose..=D
Nice backview...handsome aR?
Acting cute...=P haha... as han like to say i no nid

to act cute to be cute lor...

The Pics r finally out frm the oven le..haha...it HOT...haha...

Enjoy urself guys...hehe...^^

today early in the morning abt 8am++ gt woke up by some MORON man...LOL! i was slping and then i keep hearing the house phone was ringing...i was trying to ignore it...but the person who was calling to my house didn't GIVE UP!!! kept calling until i gt frustated and i went to pick up the phone...when i picked up the phone a female said may i speak to something pei... de la then i said sry u gt the wrong no. but the woman continue and said is this 68585...(my no. la) and i say yeah tt right...she caried on with is there a woman by the name of Pe...something something de la...then i say u gt the wrong no. then she hanged the phone...she didn't even says sry!!! wa kao...after tt call i can't fall back to slp and i on the com to play...=.=
it was like 8.45am when i was playing the com...i had to meet the rest of my friends ryan, han, zal, siew leng, sha sha, ah jing(the person whose birthday we r celebrating la...) and steph who meet us at abt 10 something pm at vivo city...haha...
In the morning i keep using the com until like 1pm i went to bath and after tt i went to watch youtube video...at tt time ryan called me and keep toking to me until i forget to iron my shirt, when i spray my face i accidentally spray my EYES!!! "OUCH!" haha...then i was late also lor..-.-
when i reached there onli ah jing me han and siew leng....of course la ZAL was LATE for sure...he was late for like 30 mins...wa kao...SO LONG...next time when u wanner called zal out mus say to him ONLI 30 mins earlier than all of us...then hw will jus nice be in time...=.= haha...
today we went out to ps and watch movie and shop around and play arcade!!!hehe...i think i was having fun when zal was around la...cause we kept on pushing each other and slaming each other...haha..but i think he is veri TOUCHY!!! lol...ahaha... scary~ hehe...
nonetheless we had fun and the fun part was at abt 11pm something we were at vivo city the top level and we were taking photos and i had to wear a gurl handbag and pretend to be a gurl and steph pretend to be guy and i was a pitiful "gurl" asking "him" nt to go...LOL! haha...damm shy and funny la...haha...today late liao i finishing blogging i go slp le...i think i will post the all the photos 2molo...hehehe..^^

today me and kw met up and we went to wisma cause his hp spoilt liao then need go there for service...=.= when i 1st step into the train i saw clement on the train siting beside kw and beside him was a gurl looked quite cute de...LOL! haha...i thought his gurl sia...lol...then we begin toking abt o level thingy which makes me whole day veri sian sian de....he say abt 5th feb get the o level result then i got a shocked because i mei you xin li jun bei ma!!!!OMG!!! AH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ SCARY~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!! lol...=.=
btw...we r toking like...wat if they say ur name and say u r the 1 hu gt the lowest pts in the na stream and is like 10pts then suddenly says oh sry see wrong person!!! LOL!!!!!!!HAHHA!!!!
then when we get down the train i asked the gurl beside u nt ur gurl then he say NO la..lol...haha...so funny...then he say is ur taste de la...=.= MAH~! shi meh?=.=
after we like walk aroung the whole orchard place me and kw when to cp and had our lunch...at abt 3.45pm...haha...we when to find ah jing at the metro there...LOL! knew it she wud be there de...hahaha...then she told us to stay until 6pm cause there gt a like meeting? to say the chalet thingy...haha...lol...but me and kw too tired liao and he brought his sun tan spray thingy...he wan to get TANNED ar...hehe...
today dunno y i whole day didn't eat still feel veri full leh and i eat the claypot rice but i eat the chicken onli left alot of RICE!!! the 1st time...=.= so wasted man...i feel bad sia...waste so mani rice...=.= hai....=.=

me no work liao sad...LOL!actually i damm happy la...cause veri sianz liao ma...haha...me work for five days nia but actually i gt money i happy le la...haha...me atcually can finish all the work by wed de but me slowly do haha...wan mre money ma then today this woman ask me if i had completed my work then i said ya and she say u mon don't nid cme la since u finish it...=.= so sad!!! actually in my heart i veri happy de as i already wan to told her tt i dun wan do le but in the end she told me i no nid to cme...YES!!! my mum scolded me when i told her tt i dun wan to do liao on thur then she told me do 1 mre week la and i gt scolded by her...in the end is tt woman tell me dun go i so HAPPY!!!!LOL! HAHA...
then todae i went to ngee ann poly the open house jus nice i half day then my bus go by pass there then my sis called me go there take a look and take GOODIE bag...WA she so not ps 1 lor...-.- when there she saw free stuff she keep on saying go take frm them leh...and i told her u wan u go take frm them urself she reply me saying i let tt they dun believe i 16-17 de ma..LOL!
in the end we came to this milo car there and stay there to keep on drinking milo...LOL!actually my sis wan to take a bottle out and contian tt milo la...but tt uncle there de keep on walking there and there lol...i drink 3 cups milo then went off liao cause like veri full liao la...lol...at there when i walk through the booths gt 1 gurl frm the nursing de come and pass me a brochure and asked me if i wanner join nursing ant then i was like started to laugh abit and controlled myself as when she asked if i wanner join nursing i remb tt my friends like to say when ayio u go nursing at ite lor u red cross 1 ma haha...-.- LOL! alot space de and they wan u...=.-= wth man...haha...
then after tt i followed my sis go sp as she wanner meet her friend at there and had lunch then i had no choice but to go lor...lol...at there i saw alot chio bu la...haha...my eyes were enjoying...LOL!=.= haha...
yeah so happy no mre work le wan call me go out ma i veri FREE!!!haha...

ayia...eh...me go to work...everyday for the pass few days when i go to work i head veri pain...cause when my house to my work place is 1 and half hour long man!!!so long i sit until sianz...wth man...i slp wake slp wake up still haven't REACH MAN!!!
then actually work there nt bad la...but every morning will headache will die de sia...=.=
when i reached tt place everytime i was like left with half life...lol...dieing le...sianz...btw i wan quit tt job le so sianz...i mean veri sianz le...haha...i like changing job de dun like stay there too long cause scared rot...=.= diao...lol...haha...k wrtie until here 2molo still got work..last day liao...YES!!!cya guys!

sianz Ar...work for the second day le...so boring ar...like do the same things...haha...there all the pple so quiet de and the tok to themselves nia and tok to loudly and laughing when i was working...kaoz...actually i wan to shout diam la...haha...but u think i dare me...CHEY~
so sianz the thing i do mus be completed by this fri and i think i can finished by this thur lor...i think i haf to work even mre slower so tt can stay until fri...hehe...anyway i can't tell u guys wat i doing la cause my sis says it is private and confidential...lol...haha...SO SIANZ~~~!!! i wan go out out out out...-.- f3
so boring...ah xuan ar...when watch movie?haha...ichigo here haven't fulfill me promise to u yet ar...but dun worry ichigo dun lie de and i gt my honor to protect...^^

nw it was already 12.39am le...i actually wan to slp at abt 11.30pm de as i was already veri tired frm playing computer games and my eyes hurt alot...but then i log in msn a while to take a see who was online...i was like using my mouse and point to everyone nick and see wat they write la...i everytime do tt de...lol..haha...when i came to jia yun nick i saw a website...i thought it was her blog la...then i decied to take a look...the first time i looked at the page it was playing like some music and the title was What I Did For Love...i look at the 1st para there wrote:

"My name is MiNa Nam. I’m 19, still very young, but I am dying. Not right now but my life is slowly fading away as I’m writing my story. At this moment I’m sitting at ‘our’ spot. Mine and Eun Ji Won, the love of my life."

Actually at first i thought it was like some type of boring thingy cause the story was damm long when i scrolled down...but when i started reading the thing i cannot stop!!!i wan to knw wat had happen next and although my eyes hurt and keep blinking...-.- i kept on reading the whole thingy...it took me 1 hr man...but it was realli veri touching the 1st time i felt lots of emtions flowing throughout my body and my eyes were a bit wet...WAA...WET!!!
it was a realli nice 1 la...after i reading the whole thingy i 1st thing is tok to ah yun in msn..lol..and i told her tt the story was veri nice and touching..she said the same thing and i told her tt i was going to blog this and the 1st thing she said was "dun forget to write my name inside and said i was the 1 to intro to u de"...lol...haaha
nw it was 12.48am le i still can't slp and was typing...the emtions i gt was veri strong and was a veri werid feeling dunno hw to say la...it made me suddenly dun feel like slping le...-.-

MUS SEE THE WHOLE STORY AT:http://universalbuddy.tripod.com/story.htm
rmb mus go read read veri nice de...together wif the music la mre nice...^^

“True love never has an ending.”

eh...guys so sry ar..i next week gt work liao...my sis asked me wanner work anot so i say yes lor..but not confirm la...but most probably can....hehe...lol...1 whole week de...me still dunno wat time ends la...if the work end eariler we still can go to watch our movie as usual?=.=
lol...u guys won't be angry ritE?^^ shud be happy for me cause i something to do le instead of rotting at home?
but me still nt confirm yet la will tell u guys again...^^
jus wanner let u guys knew 1st...^^
btw...dun use my tagboard and fight la...lol...the rob is robin ritE?wtf man...=.= then han veri wat sia say me jinix...PUI AR...new year jus passed like 1 and half week nia?and u let tt say me...>.<
wa kao...btw ur tt sentosa shirt look realli like cleaner sia wat zal had said...haha...=X no offend..^^

Sianz la...onli can stay at home...LOL! not working and rotting at home man!!!wa...i wan go out MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GO OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but waste money then at home also sianz...so hw?dunno leh...anyone gt anything to intro me into?like work or basketball all those thingy to call me join?no life man...
so gt anything mus chio me go..ty...hehehe...^^

Today, at afternoon i was toking to farhan and zal...we were chatting happily and laughing all the way...i was asking zal wat he thinks of me and he told me lor...he also asked me wat i think of him too...hehe...suddenly when zal passed the phone to hakim all had changed...cause when he started s[eaking he scolded alot of vulgarities like f off and nb all tt la...then he said firzen so wat all those thingy la...actually i knw tt he was like playing de la then he kept on said none stop...and i pissed off...i started scolding back then he said back too...he dunno i was angry la then when i said u hang the phone la and said u nt happy come my house find me la all tt he knew liao...actually i was ok wif joke la...when pple said vulgarities a few times to me is ok la...i will play play wif them la...then when he said alot to me and non stop i gt fed up and pissed off..at tt time i said back to him and he thought i was jk wif him de...finally i can't stand it and said hang off the phone man...then he passed bak to zal...he knw i was angry...when zal take back the phone i was like boiling wif blood...i say tt where can hakim keep on scolding non stop and if u were the one will u be happy?
zal also said things to make me clam down la...but when he said mf(u knw wat it means la)then i was already pssed off he somemre add oil to the fire...i scolded him like cursed ur whole generation stuff like tt and then farhan finally speak and said u shudn't said things like tt and stuff la...
then i said OK OK IT WAS MY FAULT SRY...then i hang up the phone...after tt i was like veri angry inside...i go punch the wall next to me and some of my skins peel off...i was really damm angry at tt time...then after some while hakim called using zal house phone and said sry to me...at tt time i was still angry and i said ok ok...i need to cool down...then he hang the phone...after like 45mins zal called this time is he who said sry...but i was longer angry le and said i am ok and he called me to chill off la...i was chilling off and said everyone was at fault la...then i think everythings will be fine la...since zal said we r brothers wat anything can be solved de la...-.-

Ytd, i was toking in msn as usual and playing online games and toking to kw on the hp when my sis shouted and said tt dad jus called and said my mum had went home much earlier than him but she hadn't reach home yet..so my sisters all were all getting all panic and scared as dunno wat had happened to her...
when i 1st heard this i quick change my sleep wear and when to look for my mum, at first my sis and i thought tt she was at my grandma house which was jus jus directly the other end of our house..same blk and floor...
my sis when to asked my grandma if my mum was here to tok to her...my grandma reply no and asked us y...we told her tt my mum had nt returned home yet...
my sis gt even worried and when down wif me to search for her...when we searched like 5 mins and haven't saw my mum yet my sis started to call my dad and asked to see if he was joking ant...but it was true my dad said she left like 30mins ago...by right she shud reached home cause it was onli downstair my house nia...
my sis began to think of the worst senario tt wud happen to my mum and i saw my sis eyes started to become red and wet...i myself started to think of things like wat if something happen to my mum wat am i going to do!!!wat wud happen to me???and and.........all those werid things keep flowing to my head suddenly i heard someone sound like my mum said "hey!" then when i turned around i saw my mum coming our direction...=.=
i asked my mum where she had been and she told me tt she heard sound coming frm the park and there gt like celebration thingy so she go and take a look la...=.= WA!!! make us so worried lor...somemre she didn't bring her hp..no battery liao...
after this incident i learned tt we shud treasure every seconds that we are spending with our family or friends and live life to the fullest as you might not knw what wud happen to the next second...

Lol...today i actually wan go out de but in the end i didn't even go out onli go down eat lunch nia...haha...actually hor alot pple asked me to go out today de...gt pple ask me go the church there play, go queentown there buy shoe, go sp and see cause today their open house ma, nice called me to go muay thai cause today free lesson ma...but i dunno which 1 to go...then in the end i made up my mind and didn't even go to 1...LOL!
actually i abit confused of which to go leh...but in the end i didn't even go out lor...haha...i wanted to go the nic place de but i scared leh...lol...i scared being beat up...LOL!haha...but i think i will sign up eventually de la...haha...anyone wanner join me together join ma?haha...cause i bit scared ar...=.=
actually nowadays i like no life lor...i gt work la...but is like those few days work lai de...LOL!haha...i nw the person to call me again to work..half a day nia 35 dollar...WHOOOO~~! haha...

The veri next day after all those quarrelling had ended, everything had gone back to normal and my mum seems normal to me too la...lol...atcually i had been wondering and thinking i am the 1 on wrong as i everytime stay up late at night to use the com of course it was my fault tt the bills was high and it was correct tt i gt scolded by my mum...
Everything that ur parent scold u was for ur own gd but it was jus tt we do nt understand...i think tt we have to become parents be4 we knw hw they feel and scold u for ur own gd...
Last week my sis asked my dad if he knew hw to draw the hand posing a cheese sign(dunno hw to say)...i knew my dad knew hw to drew it cause a few years back when i was little i knew my dad love to draw this little pic liao...haha..my sis dun even knew it man...=.= wa kao..so lame...
This is the picture of my dad drawing...haha...

Nice ma?my dad draw de wor...lol..haha...he like t draw this de lor...but tt was years be4 la...nw he like didn't draw liao...onli when my sis asked him last week then he draw to show...hehe...

Ytd...it was actually a normal day for me la...i went to sentosa again wif kaywah and kelvin...by the time we went there the net was already used by the other pple le...so we 3 sat down there and play Big 2(chua dai di)...we played for 3 hrs until the others pple gone liao then we started playing like for 45mins i think until our hands pain liao 3 pple play nia..so we went to sit at the beach there and relax...also sun tanned lor...
But a veri sianz/sad thing happen when i reach home...as my mum went downstair and open the letter box, she saw the electricity bill letter...when she opened the letter then she was veri angry and started scolding me and my sisters...the total was 230++ dollars...i told her tt it was because there was 4 coms at our house ma so veri exp...then she say back no it was u who used alot as u everytime used the com until veri late...we quarrel for veri long and i kept using the sentence...if i die liao then there will be no mre high bills and all tt stuff thingy liao...and if die we no need to worry abt money all those stuff...-.-
Then she say a sentence which make me feel veri sad...she said tt she dun trust us as in if we grow up and work we will not gif her money...he she knw we won't gif her money...before hand she was already started crying le...then she kept on saying i kne i am veri useless lor...then i say no one say u r useless u r the one who say u r useless...furthermore i said if u r useless u won't be able to raise us up so well liao ma...then as i was saying i could feel my tears like rolling down my cheecks lor...i dun knw why i cry la...i kept on enduring and hold back the tears but it still came out of my eyes...i knew tt nan ren liu xue bu liu lei...hai...dunno why it flow down la...cannot control ma...

Yox all...HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
WHOOOOOOOOOO!!!
YAHOOOOOOOO!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!
xin de yi nian xin de
xin de kai shi
xin de xi wang
yeah...finally...new year le...i gt lot of resolutions this year man...wat abt u guys?^^
think u also will haf some too de la...
cannot tell u wat my resolutions..lol...cause gt alot and dunno hw to strt and end la...hehehe...like so long bo blog le...nw i am beginning to stop bleeding and the wound started to heal liao...cause gt u guys by my side ma...^^
so i am fine le la...seriously...^^
Lastly wish u all guys haf a fun and exciting year ahead...^^
smiles always...^^