Ytd...it was actually a normal day for me la...i went to sentosa again wif kaywah and kelvin...by the time we went there the net was already used by the other pple le...so we 3 sat down there and play Big 2(chua dai di)...we played for 3 hrs until the others pple gone liao then we started playing like for 45mins i think until our hands pain liao 3 pple play nia..so we went to sit at the beach there and relax...also sun tanned lor...
But a veri sianz/sad thing happen when i reach home...as my mum went downstair and open the letter box, she saw the electricity bill letter...when she opened the letter then she was veri angry and started scolding me and my sisters...the total was 230++ dollars...i told her tt it was because there was 4 coms at our house ma so veri exp...then she say back no it was u who used alot as u everytime used the com until veri late...we quarrel for veri long and i kept using the sentence...if i die liao then there will be no mre high bills and all tt stuff thingy liao...and if die we no need to worry abt money all those stuff...-.-
Then she say a sentence which make me feel veri sad...she said tt she dun trust us as in if we grow up and work we will not gif her money...he she knw we won't gif her money...before hand she was already started crying le...then she kept on saying i kne i am veri useless lor...then i say no one say u r useless u r the one who say u r useless...furthermore i said if u r useless u won't be able to raise us up so well liao ma...then as i was saying i could feel my tears like rolling down my cheecks lor...i dun knw why i cry la...i kept on enduring and hold back the tears but it still came out of my eyes...i knew tt nan ren liu xue bu liu lei...hai...dunno why it flow down la...cannot control ma...