today...i went to send my uncle off......his last journey...........
this is the 1st time i saw him in the coffin...actually i dun wan go in see de...
cos i scare i will cry ma.....
but then...it is the last time i will see him so i went in and take a look...
when i go out...
my mum and sis started crying....
then the band played the songs tt my uncle like...
upon hearing it my mum and 3 sisters starting crying...
as for me i REN(endure) my tearS...i kept on holding bak my tears!!!
it reali veri hard to make it dun flow out...
when my second youngest uncle sang for together wif the band my uncle fav. song...i realli cannot tarhan le...
i shed 1 tear....and i HOLD the rest bak....
cos be4 i went there i told myself tt i dun wan to cry.......
then at the place....where dead pple r burned....
there is slient and crying sound nia...
there also veri cold..
the atmosphere realli is nt tt gd there lor!!!
seriously....
when my uncle was sent into the burning thingy...alot pple started crying...including my aunt(wife of my uncle la..) and her daughter keep on shouting dad stand 1 side...cos when burning his body, his soul is there..so the monk call her to shout tt...
at tt time i rmb abt my grandma....
the same thing.....
tt time alot things past thru my mind....
i hold bak my tears...
i din even cry....
i hope my auntie will be doing well.....
and my cousin can dun be so sad anymre le....


*bye, gonna miss u alot.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zi1HfWgASj0&feature=related


this song damn nice ar!!!
called 新不了情 sang by 萬芳...
so nice man!!!
it make all my emotions came flowing me right nw~~~
whooo~~~
nice sia!!!
u guys shud try and listen it!!
and it is a rather a old song...so i dunno u guys knw this ant la...
try it man!!!

the mtv is the story abt a guy falling in love wif a girl who got cancer...blah blah blah...then in the end the girl died...=(


*emtions came flowing thru me~

for the past 2 weeks i haf been hearing my parents said tt my uncle is going to leave us le...upon hearing this...it makes me realli veri sad....cos...llast yr is my grandma nw is my uncle.....life is realli veri fragile and is pericous....i dun realli wish to see anyone colse to me or i knw die again le...=(
my this uncle veri gd to me when i was a little kid....
i can still rmb he veri teng me de lor....=(
and he is a veri happy go lucky person, gd, kind cos i din saw him angry be4 1 leh....
today i jus heard from my mum tt doc say it is his last day le...after hearing this i felt veri sad and start to no mood le...
i dunno y leh....
haiz......



*if life is never ending hw nice will it be?

sianz ar...
sch start makes me wanner die...
lol...
this week still ok lor...
can chill chill abit...
next week starts is 8am to 5pm de sia!!!
chiongster ar!!!
=S
ytd i kana wei tong(gastric) again...
lol...
i thought i did eat dinner at sch at abt...i think 5pm++ ba....
then i reach home at around 12am++...
i at 1st dun wan to eat de....then my wei abit pain ar...
then i no choice see table got kfc i go chew the hicken sia!!!
1am++ eat KFC!!! WTH!!!! fat liao la!!!
omg!!!!!
zzzz....
no choice ar....
nw i going to prepare for my lessson at 1pm le..
chaoS guys~


*thank u hui ling ar.....so guan xin wor..haha...

lol...
this week is 1 whole busi and fun week!!!
WHOOO!!!
i like this week alot sia...
go sch for 6 days straight cos of cca...gd sia...
then after cca go out wif friends....
this is the way i wan sia...
tiring but fun...
haha..
hope all will nt stop....
countine like this...
but i knw wun de la...
sch starting soon...
tt is 2molo...
SIANZ!!!
i scared i will late for sch on the 1st day...
then i tell lin keong help me collect my notes if i din come sch on 1st day!
LOL!!!
haha!!!
nt used to it sia...
haha!!!!
i wan SLP late lat de leh...
i dun like morning go mrt squeeze...
sianz sia...
study time starting le...........................................


***zzzzz***

today at round 2am i decided to went to bed becos i am getting tired and the next day i got lion dance ma....
so i started to lie down on the bed and when i was abt to fall aslp, i felt a pain in my body...i nt too sure where it is la at tt time...then i ignore it and countine to lie down on bed trying to get aslp...
but it was fultie lor...after 2 hrs i still can't fall alsp!!! it was 4am nw....and the pain it like getting worse!!
i thought it was my heart tt is hurting...but when i go and ask my mum, she said tt it nt my heart tt was hurting is the wei ar....WEI TONG (meaning gastric pain) !!!!!
my biggest fear had finally appeared!!!
i last time everyday like eat 1 or 2 meals nia....then the timing nt fixed ma....for the past 1-2 yrs then it all compile together and nw i haf gastric pain!!!
i dun wan sia....i realli regret it sia!!
pple dun like me ar...u will regret it 1 sia...cos the pain is realli DAMN pain lor...
gastric pain also wun recover 1 wor....until nw there is no med to cure gastric pain so...eat regularly and dun skip meal!!!!
until nw i still can feel abit pain...shet sia!

*ReGrEtS

well...

i went to the same place and watched 2 diff movies at 2 diff days.....

haha...

i wed and today (friday) went to watch movie...wed==>step up 2 fri==> rogue croc.

For the wed thingy...let me tell u a funny joke...

i went wif zal and a girl la...to cathay going to buy a ticket but we dunno wat to buy...

it was then i said wan to watch step up 2???

zal then said...y i keep hearing u so stand up 2???

LOL!!!

i did say step up 2 lor...i think this hair too LONG and THICK and LIKE GRASS like tt covering his ears ba....

lol...

after much discussion we decided to watch step up 2....

when buying the ticket i told ther girl i wan 5 tickets for STAND up 2!!!

WTF!!!

DAMN PS LOR!!!

then the girl was like wat? *luff...

then i say nono... i mean step up 2...

zzz!!!

this is all zal fault cos he keep saying stand up beside my ears aLOT of times be4 i went to buy the tickets...

SO PS LA!!!

=.=

then i told mei mei (qi en) told...and she kept on luffing....

wat sia!!

so BAD!!

to luff at ur own kor kor....=(

haha...

anyway.....

step up 2 i think this movie nt bad la....(it does makes u wanner move)







then rogue croc ar...jus another croc movie...LOL!




there was another movied called dragonfly man if i wan nt wrong...abt the same storyline as spider man but like veri lame leh...
haha...i wanner watch it!!!
haha!!

To grow even stronger and fitter.
- Family stay happy and cheerful always.
- I wish I can see the snow in other country with the one I love.
- I would like to learn how to play a gutiar or piano.
- Pass my driving test.
- Everyone to be happy and fullfil their dreams.
- I want to travel to overseas for a holiday.

Name:Lee Jia Hui
Age:20
Sex:male
Pri Sch:Yangzheng Primary School
Pri Sch CCA:Librarian
Sec Sch:Compassvale Secondary School
Sec Sch CCA:NPCC
Poly:Singapore Polytechnic
Poly CCA:Lion dance and welfare club
Race:Chinese

Likes:Watching animes, gaming (for entertain) and all the best things in life.

Dun Like:Reading story books!!!

About me...

I think had changed alot for this past few years. I had seen through how a person can changed for example the evil and ugly side of a person. However, there is also many kind and honest people in this world waiting for me to befriend them. =D I tried to be not so shy, even though I am still alittle. I shall give myself 7/10 for my improvement towards my shyness to other people. I also learned that in life, once you lost something precious to you, it wont return back to you............. Lastly, I want to say that, "Don't live your life in regrets, because you only can live life once, there is no more replay for you." This is the phrase which makes me go on and on even when I feel sad or depressed. If you guys had ever face problems or stressfully matters in life just remember that miracles do happen and after the heavy/stormy rain, there will always be a rainbow appearing at the last.