today...i went to send my uncle off......his last journey...........
this is the 1st time i saw him in the coffin...actually i dun wan go in see de...
cos i scare i will cry ma.....
but then...it is the last time i will see him so i went in and take a look...
when i go out...
my mum and sis started crying....
then the band played the songs tt my uncle like...
upon hearing it my mum and 3 sisters starting crying...
as for me i REN(endure) my tearS...i kept on holding bak my tears!!!
it reali veri hard to make it dun flow out...
when my second youngest uncle sang for together wif the band my uncle fav. song...i realli cannot tarhan le...
i shed 1 tear....and i HOLD the rest bak....
cos be4 i went there i told myself tt i dun wan to cry.......
then at the place....where dead pple r burned....
there is slient and crying sound nia...
there also veri cold..
the atmosphere realli is nt tt gd there lor!!!
seriously....
when my uncle was sent into the burning thingy...alot pple started crying...including my aunt(wife of my uncle la..) and her daughter keep on shouting dad stand 1 side...cos when burning his body, his soul is there..so the monk call her to shout tt...
at tt time i rmb abt my grandma....
the same thing.....
tt time alot things past thru my mind....
i hold bak my tears...
i din even cry....
i hope my auntie will be doing well.....
and my cousin can dun be so sad anymre le....
*bye, gonna miss u alot.